what to say ? i dont know my reason behind writing but maybe it will help me get some of the crap out of my head.
1 and a half years since diagnosis and my life is still falling to pieces . In fact i dont even have a definite diagnosis
So far i have moved house twice ,in 6 months , lost a lot of friends , possibly lost my job and now Ive been betrayed by what i thought was a close friend.
Job situation if thats the right word is dodgy and im fully aware that im probably going to lose my job .
Still I can see the positive and if i could go back and change things i dont know if i would.
